Actress, Charity Eke popularly referred to as Cha Cha Eke has revealed how she used to dislike her mother and wished her dead while growing up. In a put up shared on her Instagram web page, the mum of 5 mentioned she beloved her mother intensely when she was a lot youthful however started to develop deep hatred for her mother and even wished her dead as she grew older. She disclosed that the hatred grew worse after some males of God informed her the mum was after her life. She mentioned she obtained to know higher when she she got here to know her mental challenges and her dysfunctional thought sample. Sharing a video of herself and her mum, she wrote;This is a video of me and my organic Mom. I beloved her intensely when I was youthful. She was, and nonetheless is my finest pal. However, as I obtained older, I started to dislike and develop deep hatred for her. I had nightmares and hallucinations that supported my euphoria. Sadly, many males of God informed me after a number of manic episodes that she was after my life. And so i went about wishing her dying and spewing despicable issues about her. Looking again now at my mental health challenges and journey, it is laughable to know that these dysfunctional thought patterns and beliefs of mine have been a dysfunction; a chemical response in the mind waves that switches your “most favourite” to “your least favourite”. Dear reader, many individuals have been emotionally torn other than their family members as a result of underlying mental circumstances. They’d come up with all kinds of unfavorable tales to again up their disillusioned claims. Thankfully, there are drugs for these bizarre inexplicable emotions. Did you already know? Today is my mother’s birthday and I’m grateful to have realized it was all a illness in my head while she’s nonetheless alive. I love you deeply Mommy. You’re a blessed Woman. 9 Grandchildren and nonetheless counting Mental sickness or not, Momma raised a Queen” Watch the video beneath View this put up on Instagram A put up shared by Lindaikejiblog (@lindaikejiblogofficial) The put up I disliked my mother and wished her dead while growing up – Actress Cha Cha Eke reflects on the period in her life when she suffered mental health challenges (video) appeared first on Linda Ikeji Blog.